things change... not always in the way i wanted..

i'm sad.... o went for interview at the maid cafe.. i success but after the manager saw the pic i posted on fb.. he drop my application.. i really wanna work thr... i cried when i saw the mail... and i cant believe it.. i got big hope now big dissapointment! i'm sad.. i dont knw what to say.. i mail him back and ask for second chance... now i'm waitting for reply... yet today got another job waitress.. called me and ask me when can i start work... and i answer next month... :( yet something happen to my kai gor.. waiting 4 him to on9 and tell me what happen... i really cant take it lo.. 1 day happen so much of things.. i'm sad worried and those weird weird feeling that i dunno how to explain... I"M SAD!!